pravin_htl

hi! this is pravin !!!
in my past i was crazy, funny..........
but now i m changed ........ totally changed.....coz i m living my life without my heart...........!!!!
yes, it is a broken.........badly
there was a girl who came in my life & give my heart a great punch........
1st when we met......... she started hating me........... coz of my crazyness.......
but whenever i see her...... my heart says me..........this is the girl u want..................
so even she hates me........... bcoz of my flirtyness nature........... i made her mine with in short time..........
every nyt , we talk almost 4 to 5hrs............. & in day we were together in office & sometimes hotels, movies & resort & s on.........
i kissed her,she kissed me too.........she became part of my heart.... without which my heart will not work..........
she is sweet, funny......... as the way i want it......... the way she talks, she smiles...... her every action was captured by my heart..................
this was continued for 7 to 8 months........
i never shout to her, always listen to what ever she says.............she has brought a change in me........
but one day came she stopped calling me...... meeting me.........
i was gone mad in that that period of 3 to 4 months......
even in this period i had not hear her voice.
after some time when i call her, she says" pravin, plz don't call me..... i m getting married"
this r the words that hurt me most...............
without my mistake, she leaves me.............
she forget to teach me how to leave when i m alone...............
now my heart is not working, whole day crying................
waiting for that girl...... hoping that someday she will come to me.................... but i knew that day will not come & even if it comes, it will be too late...........coz i m already dead..........
i had decided to leave my life alone........
my phonew910i is my friend now.......... i used to see her pics & videos.......... hoping that she is always wid me......
i m alone in this world now........... & don't want to love any1
b'coz i know there is no word called "love"
coz love hurts badly...............
in short, i just want to say that........
i had stopped leaving my life............................