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I Am Hazim That's Enough
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I am, a little bit insecure,
a little unconfident, a little bit of loneliness,
a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact
That everybody can see these scars⎠⎠
Cuz you don't understand I do what I can
Sometimes I don't make sense
I am, what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you To just believe this is real
I can't tell you how to make it go, how hard I try
I can't seem to convince myself why. I'm stuck on the outside.

I know I've got a face in me
Points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too.
I don't know what set me off first but I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall.
I take everything from the inside
I won't trust myself with Others


I got a
Heartfull of pain
Headfull of stress
Handfull of anger
Held in my chest
And everything left is a waste of time
Nothing to gain Everything to fear
I'm riding on the back of pressure
Guessing that it's better
I cant keep myself together
Because all of this stress
Gave me something to write on.


I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they'll take from me 'till everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
I could set my sights on
You never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years
The fear and the trash talking
And the people that started it Just like you
I can't tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do,
No surprise

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit

Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do Will distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
Cause from the infinite words I could say.
But didn't realize
Instead of setting it free
I took what I hated and made it a part of me
Someone else can come and save me from myself
But I can't be who you are.

Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in others
Just takes so much out of me
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect But neither have you.

I dreamed I was missing & was so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
Don't be afraid


My walls are closing in
Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take
I've felt this way before
So insecure
I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I Type the less you read
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes goodbye's the only way