cendiZERO

Never, I mean never, try to overdose on iron pills for the following reasons: if they don's cause enough toxicity in your body system to kill you, they'll
1.) make you nauseous,
2.) damage your liver and your intestines,
3.) discolor your skin,
and
4.) cause abdominal cramps .
I got that from a medical book prior to my attempted suicide by swallowing twenty-six iron pills. Later, i found out something that the stupid book did'nt mention: swallowing twenty-six iron pills will make you vomit the contents of your stomach, and quite a good deal of blood. Of course, by, the time I was hunched over the toilet bowl at past one in the morning puking my guts out, I was feeling too sick to be pissed at the authors for not warning me of that particular consequence. Now's the part, i think, where i'm expected to explain why I wanted to kill my self. Well, to be very honest about it, I get these black moods from time to time where i feel insanely self-destructive. The episode with the pils was one of those times. Of course, I never actually self-destruct, much to my shame and hopelessness. Why could'nt the universe take a hint? This boy wants to go, and he wants to go bad! So let me already, will you?!