andreichen07

Hello!!" My name is Andrei Chen Gonzaga
I am a simple optimistic person and a music enthusiast
I am someone with high ambition
I love my country
I love computers and gadgets
I hate deadlines

I love being single and somehow I like to experience love (not now but in the future)

I would like to have a worry-free life

I am heavily mentally driven, and hypocritical by my own error.

Physically, I am satisfied and content with myself.

In truth I am too sensitive, and easily hurt or offended.

I try to be a good Christian example, but I fail often.
I have always wished to live an adventurous life, so my autobiography would sell.

I have been blessed to have many friends in my life over time .
I am cursed to have not the tolerance or will to keep them .

In life I have scorned innocent people.
I was once of proud nature, and I thrived on the misfortunes of others.
I have hurt many people who loved me .
Mostly, by forever denying the fact, that I was ever loved by them.

I have never killed, though I admit I have wished death upon those I hated.

I carry no true regrets, only hope that I may someday forgive or be forgiven.
By nature, I am autonomously brave because I am afraid of being a coward.
As a kid, I had dreams to be a heroine, a doctor, an engineer, and a computer wiz .
I am a psychological enigma .
I have an emotional reaction to anything and everything .

I can forgive, but I can never forget when I am offended.

I have functioned on revenge for a very long time .

I am a disappearing act .
I love to be alone , yet at the same time I am always feeling lonely.

I have written a poem, story and a essay and i never did share it to another... Maybe someday i'll share it

Daily, I make horrible decisions .
I have never been proud to hurt somebody .

In the past I have used people, thus in the present I am frequently used.

I have always believed I was too dumb to graduate in highschool.

I have never believed I was ever truly loved.

I have forgotten 80 of what happened in high school.
I grew up craving identity, individuality, and acknowledgement .
These days, I want to avoid attention and expectation.
I have only experienced good things because of God and never because of me.

I have betrayed a best friend, and been betrayed by a best friend.

I fear the day I will lose my family.

There are about few people in my life that truly care about me.

As a little kid, I would repeatedly ask my parents if they would cry if I died.

Wealth is of no appeal, because money has never made me happy.

I appreciate my parents more than I will ever be able to tell them .
I am frequently disgusted at my behavior, or the level of my esteem .
I am sometimes thinking about nothing .

My heart has been broken, and I cannot say I have never broken a heart. (Em0o0o..." haha

Profanity has no place in my everyday speech.
Nothing can hurt me more than to be lied to.

I have learned that at some points, I have chosen to be miserable .

I am never satisfied with my life, yet I sometimes seem to hide from progress.

I have failed many tests, lost many battles, and given up many times.

I exist today because I always want another shot at everything .
I am not a good person by nature, but I try my best and my aim is true.

I have nothing to show that is perfect, but I believe I can still be appreciated.
I am not always confident, consistent, or prepared .
I can be profound but hardly ever wise.
My judgements can be flawed, biased, and stereotypical.

I have made and still make mistakes, but I will NEVER fake an apology.

It is not impossible to learn to love, and to accept love .
It is important to me, to be a symbol of positivity and not of pain.
It is not the last day to be happy, or the last chance to experience greatness .
It is very nice to begin imperfect.

I am not a finished product, but I am slowly beginning to build better to myself.