LadyFelinine

they hate me bacause...

03.11.09, 02:27

i am so frank and i have mood swings.. im unpredictable and i easily get jealous..
im very witty and sometimes my jokes arent funny..
im bossy, im lazy, i have attitude and im very stubborn..
im hard headed, i dont listen to what others say..
i follow my own thing, i get easily mad and im hot tempered..
i care too much, im very sensitive, i joke too much and too personal..
im very boastful, i make stories, im a liar and im a thief..
i dont think of others sometimes and i hate beggars..
i think im superior to others and i look down to people..
im judgemental and i make fun of others all the time..
im not true to myself and i am very stupid sometimes..
i hate myself for loving someone who does not care about me..
i hate myself for being stupid and stupid and stupid again and again..

the year 2012>>>

02.11.09, 05:22

there are lots of theories that speculates to this year.. 2012.. i just watched in history channel last night regarding predictions of nostradamus and the prophecies of different ancient civilizations regarding to the end of days which is as they said to be in 2012.. based on the prophecy, it was said that a catalystic event will happen that will change the course of life and the existence of humans.. the end of days is coming and that signs are showing already through its end.. the lost book of nostradamus was deciphered by experts as to explaining these sort of prohecies.. wether it is true or not it certainly is an opening to us all.. basing on what ancient civilzations have predicted that in the year 2012 a great earthly disaster will affect the human race.. they are not sure wether it is a physical destruction or something of godly interferance that would make us humans make a choice to a path of destruction or peace and harmony.. for me these sort of things are just warnings in which we people living in this time has nothing to loose if we try to believe or at least be aware of.. it was said that huge cyclones and tsunamis will strike every countries and more natural disasters will hit human cities and even crisis in the economy or finance are being said to be signs in these coming of end of days.. for sure we take these examples like hurricane katrina, tsunami in the indian ocean that killed thousands of lives and the recent typhoons battering the philippines as these events.. we can also say that the global warming thing might cause these intense or unpredictable weather disturbances that are greatly increasing to be very destructive.. we all think that as humans with all the developments we made to this planet.. we have caused t\its destrcution.. but we must also take into consideration that as humans.. we only got to live in just a second of earth's life.. and that the earth itseld has its own cycle of life.. recently scientist have proven that the earth has its own cycle of ice age and warming and even a time were supervolcanoes erupt and wipes out the entire life living on it and again will spread a new breed of life as what supposedly is it as a living planet.. and another consideration we have to put inplace is that.. as a planet living in this vast cosmic space.. there are so many physical spacial factors taht could affect us.. think again!!! what is the meaning of life!! is a chance that we had life?? or was it a purpose??

is hoping so much, wrong?

30.10.09, 04:26

i spent 5months in manila hoping that i can prove to myself and my parents that i can do it in my own. but i guess i wasn't serious enough to prove it. but i have learned lots of things during my stay. i met lots of new friends and really made me feel at home. but i was expecting a lot from myself that it me too proud. at work i was known by my colleagues to be very lax and doesn't care if whatever happens even if having no job. i made lots of lying and make believe stories in work, at my place, and i guess to most people i met here. which made me feel very ashamed of myself. i was not true to them and to myself. even if i am leaving now back to my hometown. i'm feeling that i lost, you know, a feeling were you think that there is something missing. so i guess this will serve a lesson for me in my future journeys. i have to be real and be thankful and responsible of the things i have and blessings that was given to me. thank you manila for this lesson and to the people i met and became friends with. i will never forget you guys. thanks for sharing your time and the things you gave me. i appreciate it so much..

the best local band in your place..

07.10.09, 11:36

the best band in the philippines for me so far.. is bamboo..they are the top of the top..
followed by urbandub and updharmadown-these bands have their uniqueness and originality..
that makes me proud of being a filipino..

the word discrimination

23.09.09, 01:05

discirmination is something i want to think a story of the past.. but as humans we really can't take this away from us..
when treating other people or other nationalities.. i'm not saying that its something that we cannot change but its something that we have to change.. we are in the verge of a global community and in general its a very social concern in every part of the world. but mind u\you guys it is still existing. Im voicing this out because my fellow filipinos working abroad as nannies, nurses and other blue collar job workers are not being treated well.. im not saying all of them but there are still countries or nationalities who are really racists and inhumane.. not only filipinos who are working abroad but all those migrants who work to more develop countries for their families back home and for a good life to their families. I would like to know if these people who are hiring migrant workers appreciate the work people give them.. basically they can't do it themselves that's why they're hiring someone to work for them.. who do you is more helpless?? do u think if all filipinos would go home from the different jobs they are hired in different countries all this nurses, engineers, seamen, nannies, architects, chefs and many other jobs...what will happen to the economy of hongkong who literally most of its middle class hire nannies from the philippines for their kids would be affected??most of the japanese or norweigan ships manned by most filipinos, where would they go??how can trade to other countries will be affected??or those nurses working in american and european hospitals and home care centers??how would think it would affect their healthcare system??or those men and engineers working in oil rigs in the middleeast??who would sustain the economy of the gulfstates..
im not saying that without filipinos or migrant workers these countries will not survive..but i'm just asking for the appreciation these people deserve and the benefits that they should have...

the environmetal crisis

31.08.09, 09:04

how much important and crucial is our environment to the survival of our species and the entire world??
it is the only thing that matters when it comes to life. Our world as far as we know is the only one that sustains life in this humongous cosmos. for some reasons our leaders doesn't have any idea on what is more important. They think it's the economy, common people.it's just us who made up this economy thing. why don't we just make a decision to unite everybody in a crusade to salvage the future of the entire world make the world a happy place to live in the future generations.. all this war and economic crisis makes me sick. come to think of it that the real threat for everything to end is the destruction of our world and that concerns all the aspects of mother nature and the environment. i understand that with the economy it controls and balances the distribution of resources to all the people of the world. but do we still have time for that???

is it love or just some admiration?

27.08.09, 08:12

i recently moved to manila. oh well just to find myself and work in my own. although back in bacolod, ,my hometown my family is not that poor, i just wanna try myself and be responsible. I stayed in this condominium unit shared with other people. and i met this guy. i find him very nice. and very fun to be with. hahaha. oh well. i really like this person and i'm somewhat have thoughts if i'm already into him or not.. or maybe his the closest thing from home. hehehe.. i can sense that he also like s to be with me but at the same time i can feel he has second thoughts as well.. he has this kinda cool personality but the truth is. that he his a sensitive guy inside.. i kinda notice that even just by looking each other's eyes we tend to just smile to each other.. hahaha really silly of me to think in this way.. but its true.. i dont know what he thinks because i havent asked him about my feelings yet.. anyways.. what do u think about my situation?? did u feel the same way if u have experienced this and what can u advice me to do?? he has gf and some girl also kinda likes him here.. hahaha.. dat makes the situation a little bit complicated.

The meaning of life?

13.08.09, 10:46

life is a natural process that evolved from the different aspects and matters of the universe. I believe that life was just a chance that with all the things that the universe is made up, it just sprouted out. we can't say that some supreme being made us all in his image and likeness, it may be true but its also a theory. Its natural for humans to think that way because probably we are exposed to a greater civilization of alien in origin in the past. I don't think that life some kind of a special thing and unique to us, it might be but as we all know earth is just a tiny spot in a very small part of the universe. and ho many are the galaxies and universes composing the cosmos??? we will never know.. so i think the most important thing for having life is how to survive and and live a meaningful one.. it is really insignificant if the whole cosmos is being talked about, but big things will not exist without the tiny and small things. so enjoy your life.. it might be your only experience of fulfillment and true happiness.

is math the real universal language????

02.07.09, 00:31

guys. im so impressed of what it turned out about this topic.. really cool and nice.. please keep it coming and i want to know what others think about the real universal language.. math... or why they think its not...

danny from uk.. really nice explanations.. and to mr zedger from armenia.. keep it up..

how did people achieve greatness

11.06.09, 03:01

i think everything happens for a purpose.. so if one person is great, then he deserved it through whatever makes him or her great.. it is something that they have done or the charisma they have to the people.. its like they have the criteria for becoming great and somehow and somewhat it was really intended for them.. that is the purpose of their lives in this world..