Cristalisee

hello dea
i hope ya are doin fine
i wish ya all the best in your exams
take care

A hundred numbers on my wall
Some with names I sometimes call
I drop a coin and watch
it fall
Tryin to get connected to you

A thousand hours all alone
My softest pillow turns hard as stone
This is the longest night on my own
Lying here thinking of you

Sometimes I shake my head
And laugh to myself
Id like to start again with somebody else
Im like a broken toy forgotten on the shelf

Baby, I could have been someone
I could have been something
It would have been nothing to die for you
Baby, youre going to need me
Youd better believe me
It would have been easy to die for you

A million memories flood my brain
Drown my sorrow
Kill my pain
Whets my thirst for you again
Just another night to get thru

All my neighbors scream for quiet at my door
Shattered glass and torn up photos on the floor
Well, I couldnt stand to see your pictures anymore

These cuts are deep but you plead innocent
Are you hell or are you heaven-sent
Youre much to cold to know how much
You meant to me, yeah

A billion tear drops fallen from my eyes
But its just a joke now
And Im laughing at your lies
You mae me hard as rock and now I realize