ALONE

two shots of hate from a mouth as loud as a gun,
like an assasin ... who does it for fun.

two deafening blows in a war that has just begun,
life gone away...i'm done.

two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one
the world i know disappears...like the setting sun.



i only accept CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM and pls DONT BE HATIN

in my mind


a thousand rooms
with a million walls
twisted nightmares
roam the halls
happy memories
locked behind iron bars
a painful story
for each one of the scars
an ocean of tears
hiding a secret
things from my past
i just cant forget
blood-stained red razors
the smell of burnt flesh
memories i dont want
always refreshed
green and purple bruises
covering my skin
im just a helpless prisoner
waiting to be free again

Just a normal day. Going through the. motions.
A sea of calm decieves everybody I see.
I love I smile I am of two minds.
I scream I wail in my private hell.

Shadowness.

Sad sad sad,
my tears fall like dripping blood,
the days go by like the howling wind,
cant control the pain which i incounter,
i want to be what i cant see,
my days are like thunder,
the spear of spiked pain digs a hole of darkness,
cant see the way to freedom,
want to escape this hole of misery,
vampires crave blood,
ware wolves kill there prey,
all this darkness is depressing,
darkness and moon rays,
you cannot escape it,
every corner,
every allyway,
there will be darkness within the shadows.

Grotesque Love

Sweet little monsters, come near now
Hold my hand in this darkness and bow
Benighted by my hands you shall not claim
The story of these two infants who were blamed
For killing their parents in a loving trail
No one asked for them to hand a tale
***Of magnificence***
Sweet little monsters, that's no lie
I've shown you the way now you just ride
Hold my hand again to release all pain
All fear and all love
LOVE is a four lettered word
But the letters have their meanings to hide
L is for l**t
O is for over
V is for vile
E is for emptiness
There you go stand, shouting this word
To the one you hold dearly
Choose your words carefully
Then you can live happily.

P.s:*I do not believe in love whatsoever, so if you are disagreeing than that is for yourself*
Thank you for your time.

i own nothing but nothing
except for the pain
of knowing the knowledge of what i cant gain
the one thing i want is forever forbid
is that because of something i once did?

Love and Hate

I.Love.You
Wonderful words, quick spoken
Wonderful words, quick broken

I.Hate.You
Painful words, quick to be said
Painful words, becoming sad

Love and Hate, opposite of each other,
Or is it? Both can be such a bother.

When your not near, I feel sad
I say I hate you, and feel bad.
But when you are here, Im happy
I say I love you, and you love me.

I hate the strange feeling
I hate the sleepless night
I love when you call
I love when you hold me tight

So when you are not here, I hate the feeling called love
I wont deny I absolutely do
But those two words, Hate and Love
Are said in the same sentence, I hate that I love you.

If these walls could talk,
You?d know my body is dead,
My mind has been taken over,
I can?t control it,
Anger is making me blind.
I v?e been left on my own,
Chained to this hate of some kind.

If these walls could talk,
You?d know about my fears,
About all those nights i screamed for help,
About all my fallen tears,
You?d know about the demon?s haunting me at night,
You?d be able to help me keep my fire alight.
Only if these walls could talk.